"Eyes left look at that"

swagger and strut
preaning and posing
the leader of the pack
"eyes left look at that"
testosterone on two sticks
the third ready for action
any one any time
peacock cocky cock
larger than life
confidence swelled
fleshy wet
lolling tongues
roll around
their mouths and lips
touch of skin
grinding of hips
cut and thrust
"eyes left look at that"

I watch this game
playing out
feeling separate
sober though drunk

is it me
or
is it them

letting go
or
holding on too tight