Clouds of what?

Imagine the sky filled with clouds
on a day with patches of blue in the sky
I'm a stood on one horizon
watching below the world pass by

As days go and nights pass between
we walk in our way towards and apart
our journeys and paths our own
we are drawn closer -contact starts

As our paths converge
i conjured with my mind
clouds to hide the fear
unnatural deceit not truly kind

obscuring my self my land my sky
It detaches me - allows a chance
to withdraw to measure the risks
safe but so alone at times

On good days light cascades
through to illuminate my land
for all to see all welcomed in
warmth peace a gentle hand

Bad days come - storm clouds gather
rain lashing, wind tugging like
a drowning mans desperate
despairing hands clawing me back

a wind of change is coming
to roll the clouds away
showing the sky full and clear
filling the land with suns rays

From then on my heart will grow
will flourish in the sunlight
natural earthy and connected
a joyful place for all delight